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Jul. 8th, 2008 | 12:17 pm

a person who tells lies.

That is what this one person is. Kind, honest when he wants to,  but still the biggest liar on this planet.
Sure there are those who are far worse than he is but still. Straight to my face, to his entire family's face.
I came from the hall way after tending to my room only to hear him on the phone straight out and asks his friend if
he could borrow 2 smokes. HOW CAN ANYONE NOT HEAR THAT. I had to double take on his words.
I asked in my sisterly tone "Did you just ask for two smokes?" I was already aware of his answer I was foolishly hoping he would say yes. But to no avail he said "no". I tried to argue back but he cut me off  "I hate eavesdroppers, I asked for 2 stokes not smokes."  hypocrite right there in his words.
I knew he was lying through his teeth like he always does. I was saddened when he left. What is he becoming. We thought this scare was over we thought he was done with destroying his youth. But he's not. He comes home smelling of cannabis, his eyes are bloodshot when he wakes up. He eats like mad. Not normal at all. Just last week it was the scare with him drinking. I drink, but he had beer I'm sure a heavy lager at that. My dearest brother what are you becoming? Next thing we know he's had sex, has a kid, gone to jail, or worse he's late. And I'll never see my brother again. Lied through his teeth, he'd trade his sisters and mother for a fix I'm sure.  He's out everyday never sober anymore. He does it in pieces and it's breaking our family's trust and loyalty away from him.
I don't think he understands what we're trying to save him from. 14 years old and already your family can't trust you.
What happened if I was sliced open that day. I would be gone, would that have changed your mind? Would you stop letting your allies influence you over the the loss of blood. I'm not always going to protect you. Soon my trust for you will be gone. What then?
I'm still to loyal, it's in my sisterly blood.
Know this when you're all alone know I'll be there, your older sister holding your hand.
But once you break through my protectiveness for you. You'll be in the dark.
I won't save you, I won't defend you.
Because you lied to me. And I wouldn't believe every word that left your mouth.
You stupid, horrible, ridiculous piece of human. and most of all you MONSTER.
Liar, liar, pants on fire...the telephone wire is just the beginning.
I hope you're safe I've got your back.
But I don't know if you've got mine.
You say you do but are you lying about that too?
Love your big sister

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from: kat_litter
date: Jul. 17th, 2008 08:37 am (UTC)

that's really unfortunate, and i'm sorry you're going through this. but sometimes, kids need to learn things by making their own mistakes. i just hope he learns his lesson soon so he won't stray too far from you.

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from: noiretc
date: Jul. 17th, 2008 12:37 pm (UTC)

It is, no need it's not the first time he's done this.
Yeah he needs to learn, but I don't like seeing him in pain. I think he is starting to slowly get a bit better, I can't be entirely sure.

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